Think I’m gonna be crying myself to sleep tonight …..

And I’m gonna pass out soon, I can feel it ……

And now the worry sets in ….

Brb crying..

 i think the only reason im actually back on is because my lappy now works with the internet :D 

and and and, hopefully my uncle can fix my ipod aswell! :D 

just because .. you all wanted to know this 

so yh ….. 

i think im gonna start updating my other blog aswell tbh, my writing one .. idk what with, because tbh .. idk how it’d work, but im making good progress so far with it i think ….. 

Why do you refuse to see it??

Is it because you actually want this…. You are completely unreasonable to the fact that we’re still together because you actually want us to be apart?? Is it… ?

Because if it is… At least have the decency to tell me…. Because you doing this is fucking killing me…..

I DIDN’T BREAK UP WITH YOU!

I fucking didn’t….. You twisted, morphed my words into something they weren’t, my phone was a spaz and didn’t send me reply….. So you said you took it as it was breaking up with you…. Which it wasn’t, it was my phone being a fucking twat!

I didn’t end it with you….

I didn’t…..

This is killing me. Please answer your phone, or at least explain to me what I’ve done wrong……

I thought we were going ok.. I thought we were going really well…. In my mind we were……

Obviously not in yours…..

Is it me? Is it something I’ve done wrong… ? Is it something I’ve not done at all … ? Is it something I’ve forgotten… ?? Whatever it is …. Tell me please so I can try to fix it…..

Because -I know this probably sounds really needy and pathetic to you but- please dont leave me……
Please……..

do you ever lay in the dark and think about what a shitty person you are or is that just me

(Source: ghost-behindyou)